BABA STOPPED USING ALPHABET BOARD FROM THE 7TH, 1954
Baba stopped using board from the 7th, 1954 but conveyed by gestures specially send this message for Malcolm's group that Malcolm very fortunate passing away on the 7th and has come to Baba. Baba wishes you send autographed pictures to Malcolm's group, according to his list, and Baba's robe [sadra] to person taking charge of his group. Baba wishes you let Baba lovers in America, Europe, Australia know both my cables.(Lord Mehr-p-3650)
BABA SLAPPED HIMSELF IN REPENTANCE.
Baba then mentioned the incident of seeing the blind boy during the Hamirpur tour and having the urge to give him sight. At the end, Baba remarked, "I tell you, I am the Avatar, and see how I talk! I should not have said all this. I must toba karo (repent)!" And Baba slapped his own cheeks lightly in repentance.
BABA WEPT FOR UNIVERSAL SUFFERING
Adi Sr. would be on watch with him for some hours, during which Baba would have Adi massage his legs. Once when Adi was on watch, he witnessed Baba silently weeping. Adi kept quiet as Baba wept (actually shedding tears) but he did not ask the reason.
On another night when Adi was on duty, Baba gestured to him to stop pressing his legs. Baba was suddenly overcome with pain; he was unable to sit or stand, and lay sprawled on the stone floor of the room writhing in intense agony. Sweat broke out on his forehead, and then his hands and feet turned cold. This went on for 20 minutes and the sight was almost unbearable for Adi to behold. He did not know what to do to console Baba. He wiped Baba's forehead, and after a while Baba rested his head on Adi's lap and lay still.
Later, Baba remarked, "Today you have had ample evidence of what my Universal suffering means!"